sincerely, kryz

5th of April 2023

5th of April 2023

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Dear Reader,

Why do we miss someone we don’t get along with too often?

You miss their words, ideas, and way of dealing with life. You don’t get along with these people too often, but they impact you so much that you want them to appear whenever you’re sad. You don’t just “like” them, but you need them in a way that will make you feel like a better person. How they hit your core when they said something that opened new ideas for you to summon. They make you feel not innocent about something you first don’t know, yet you have learned it in the long run because they didn’t just teach you about it and showed it.

I love these kinds of people with whom I could grapple inspiration. People with dignity so high you can’t just climb the wall that easy because it’s pretty high, but once you know you’re almost on the peak of that wall, you know within you that it could really be somehow, but you’re just too shy to climb it further because you might get disappointed if they don’t feel the same way?

It is but right to express this when you miss someone like them. I wish I could tell you it’s easy for you to ask them to discuss things again. I hope it’s easy to approach them one day and tell them everything that is going on inside your head and how you [madly] want to share a thought with them, talk it out, make a conclusion, and make sense of it. I wish it was easy for me to say to you to tell them how much of their being bothers you on some nights. I want to; it’s that easy.

Somehow, the excellent consolation of having them far away and missing them without them knowing is the fact that you know you have felt something true inside you when they have let you feel the feeling you’re feeling now without them really knowing.

Maybe we miss these kinds of people because we once connected with them briefly but then were gone by the wind. The question of your worth resurfaced again, but it’s okay. You’re okay. Maybe we miss them big time because we “missed” a lot of things with them that could have happened.

It could’ve happened.

Good night & Grace be upon you!

Sincerely,

Kryz.

hebrews 11:16

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